Panic sets in

As I do at this time every year I panic inside as the beginning of summer reading season descends. Saturday is the big day and I'm nervous about the new database and the new program format. I do have high hopes that it will all go well--send good karma my way!

Personally I've hit my longest run in the 'dating the same person' category. I've know him for over a year but it's been on and off a couple of times. Lately we've spent a lot of time together and this is the point where I usually hit the road...you know, run for the hills. It's getting serious so it's time to get the hell out. Hmmm, for now I'm just treading water not making any decisions. When did I become such a wimp?